Salam & Good Day !
Alhamdulillah,
I could not imagine that we have entering the 3rd week of Ramadan of 1430 Hijrah. Alhamdulillah, i could practice my fasting with out any hiccup & everything was working very well. Yeah...time is so precious. I just realize, that there's still a long way for me to be a humble human & Allah's servant. I should " muhasabah " my inner soul regularly instead of waiting during my moral compass get electrifying.....!
I don't how to describe this life.....sometimes i felt like i'm heading in the right coach/direction but when you stepped inside you just realized & concerned in many things....You start asking to yourself....for the explanation & sometimes the answers that you're looking for is not satisfying you. I'm trying to understand my life better....i'm extracting all the feelings, acts, love, parents, family, orphans or even when thinking about our own " ajal ".....you know where is your level of. " Subhanallah " !
I'm not scaring myself but it's better to keep our faith to Allah & following all HIS conducts or " Syariah ". I'm not complexing my life or you may think that i just screwed up my life recently......i don't think i'm into it. It just an expression of my feeling towards " amal " & " Taqwa " which i think & should improves mine
Well....i don't know how to describe this feelings....maybe the best way for me at this moment, to keep silent, keep observing....keep searching....keep asking for the answers & keep improving on faith to Allah. No matter how difficult it is......we have to be ready for the " Sakaratul Maut " calling at any time.
Subhanallah .
